erin's Journal

it's summer...
...and i'm at school... COME VISIT!! =)

It could've been a dream...
All I want is to feel this way,
Be this close... feel the same...

I hate the fealing of having to please everyone... i am probably the WORST at keeping in touch with people SO BACK OFF!! That being said... things are going rather good. This weekend Tom's gone and i get to housesit... i LOVE doing that!! YAY!! Weekends are suppose to be for sleeping time tho... and somehow, I am ending up with no time for that which drives me crazy and makes me want to head straight to the bathtub *sparkle, sparkle*... that always seems to be the answer for everything. next weekend will hopefully be alot more relaxing... all i have to do is dance my saturday night away with nate at his brother's wedding which is gonna ROCK!! here's to twins...

IWU...
YAY!! In just 6 hours, I'll be in fuckin INDIANA with MARY AND ZACH!! AHH!! Could I be MORE excited?!? Um... no. Oh my gosh I think I might die.

kirohab hcaz
spring break is almost over. i hate that. i must say tho... this has been prolly the best spring break EVER!!

"When I met you I said my name is Rich... You looked like a girl from Abercrombie and Fitch."

It's almost SPRING!! ITS SOOOO nice out!! YAY!!

my <3 goes out to my first boyfriend.

tip: when drunk... do NOT call old boyfriends up and ask them to be your boyfriend again... wow.

SPRING BREAK!!
I dont think this past weekend couldve been any better... you? no? yeah i know. HIGHLIGHTS--> getting to live with tom... YAY!! getting to wake ZACH up at 10:30 on a saturday morning hehe... drinkin with my boys and julie... then drinkin again with my cowboy evan... WOO HOO for him being back... and then there's the never ending war between dan and i when it comes to TETRIS!! I RULE AT TETRIS!! down everyone else!! ok thats all... I do infact still have a whole WEEK left to my spring break so BRING IT ON!!

** If youre going to do tabacco, be smart and use the pre-packed kind. the other kind i cant quite grasp**

I LOVE SCHOOL!!
My school has to be the best EVER... no joke. last week we spent the whole week putting curls in each others hair... YAY!! we get one free thing every week... the first week i got colors in my hair; the second i got a manicure; the third i got a massage... it was AWESOME!! its been SO GREAT!! COME VISIT ME!! i miss everyone a ton!! call me soon jess and heidi... you two only live like 45 minutes away... call me!! I LOVE EVERYONE!! mary... you are WAY to HOT!! ok bye.

HORRAY for IVC boys!! Lunch was fun. I love Chad (and his rockin' hair) and I wish we still worked at Udders together... YAY!! Yes... so, Chad, Reed, Josh, and I all got to eat at Sullys today... what fun. Although, I HATE wearing something cute, then eating at a place where when you leave... you smell like it for the rest of the day. Ugh. My plans for the rest of the day, include... PACKING!! SCORE!! 2 more days!! And then making the rounds with the girls... almost all of them... in one night... dont know how well this is gonna work out...

Good Ol Monday nights!!
I love Monday nights... even tho things are kinda still weird between Meagan and I... it's all good. Last night we had some new comers... YAY!! Kristine and Amy graced us with their presence... ooo... and Laurie did too!! YAY!!

Friends...
Friend...a person whom one knows well and is fond of. Friendship... the state of being friends.

It's hard to know who your real friends are. I've begun to find out in the past few weeks that people aren't what they seem. Well, I guess I always knew that people had the potential of being different, but lately it's been unreal. It's driving me CRAZY!! By changing... I'm not talking about my friends individually waking up one morning and being like "hmm... I think I'll cut and dye my hair so I'll be totally different..." NO!! They are doing things that are hurting others... who are supposedly their FRIENDS!! The dictionary gives such a bad meaning to the word "friend". It's not about knowing the person well. It's totally about love and trust. Obviously there are alot of people out there who only care for themselves..how they feel in the now state. They arent thinking about the long run and could care less what they are doing to those around them. A year from now... they arent going to like the same people... and theyre going to end up with no one there when they need it. This is so depressing... I cried over it today... suck.

Only 6 days left til I go to school!! AHHH!! Girls night was Thursday... yay for that!! I love girls. Yesterday was work (my LAST day!!), then Dan and I were together from about 2 til 10 this morning. =) He's such a great guy. It's so frustrating that we're from different religions... grr... I don't see how religions can be so completely different when everyone reads the same Bible!! I know things will work out in the end... but who knows what that means. We had the longest talks last night about this. I really wish I would have paid attention in Junior Bible... instead of failing it, because then I would know how to answer the questions Dan springs upon me. Ugh. Oh well. YAY for "Freddy Got Fingered" at Erin's house tonight!!

I can't sleep. This has been happening for like the past week now!! Today's been fun... Dan's so great... got to see him a bit. I got to be with MARY for like 10 hours of the day, which was SO fun!! And she got to give me my New Years kiss... YAY!! Jake's was alot of fun... I'm glad I went... and I'm SO GLAD I got to be with Allison!! I just love her. Cody never showed up (at least while I was there) but thats alright. He ws with his girlfriend... which is, I guess, where he should be. Still. Oh yes, so Julie calls me at like 2 in the morning, completely drunk, and needing assistance, so Erin makes the trip out to good ol' Bartonville... good times.
OH MY GOSH!! I ALMOST FORGOT THIS!! Today, Becky and I went out to lunch, and then I got to meet Amie... one of my ROOMMATES!! YAY!! How much fun is that?!? She's great... we'll definitely get along good. I'm SO excited... its coming so soon!!

BROCK
Brock is my amazing cousin that is in and has been in Kosovo for the past how many years, I dont know... he's so great... cute, had the BEST personality... all in all, there should be more guys out there like him. ANYWAYS... for lunch, my family and I were at Applebees, when my phone rings... ITS BROCK!! YAY!! I havent heard his voice in a good 5 years... its crazy. We e-mail all the time, but he FINALLY called!! YAY!! good day for erin. =)

FLORIDA!!
I'm FINALLY back here!! YAY!! The weather is SO perfect... like high 60s... thats perfect for me... but its suppose to keep warming up starting tomorrow. I left at just the right time cause I HATE snow!! Why? Cause I have to get new tires for my car and I'm totally putting it off and I just slide everywhere and I'm gonna get in an accident!! AHH!! Oh well. Yes, so I miss all my friends... all I have down here is family... which is good, but just not enough. Oh and just so everyone who doesnt know already knows... NEW YEARS EVE IS AT MY PLACE!! YAY!! Thats all.

YAY for slumber parties!! haha. Jess + Erin + Joel=one rockin slumber party... Skip's was fun... altho to someone I couldve totally not came and it wouldnt have mattered... maybe things are just better off this way. I got to be with Nate yesterday... WOO HOO!! And see his girlfriend... WOO HOO!! haha. Yes, it was nice. But for Nate and I, we're totally setting a record... 3 times in 1 week is like getting free light and fluffy smoothies... YAY!!

I love good talks...
This has been happening so much to me lately and I am so thankful cause it's one of my favorite things!! Lets see... Karen and I shared a couple over this past weekend; there was the one with Mary monday night... and then I'm counting when Zach joined in as another one, and then last night was the amazing talk with Andy that lasted til 1:30 in the morning... ah yes, it was great.

I got to see you... <3
"I'm so scared that the way that I feel
is written all over my face...
When you walk into the room
I wanna find a hinding place...
We use to laugh, we use to hug,
the way that old friends do,
but now the smile and the touch of your hand
just makes me come unglued...
Its such a contradiction,
Do I lie or tell the truth?
Its a fact of fiction...
The way I feel for you..."

Erin's FACIAL was today... YAY!! It was sorta good... sorta bad... So... I go in their this morning, she takes one look at me and says "oh... this is going to take alot longer than an hour." What?? She tells me that I have really bad acne and that she's going to have to deep clean my face with one of their STRONGEST cleansers!! I now look at myself in a totally different light. WHAT IS THIS?!? She lowered my self-esteem to just about nothin, but I keep telling myself that she's just trying to sell me products... thats all Erin... But, other than that constantly being on my mind, my day went well. I worked a few hours, and then Dan and I hung out with my family (YAY!!). Then we head for the Smoothie King to find out that it closes at 9... We got their at 9:30...

So yesterday didn't exactly turn out how I'd hoped... I hate fighting with Rex. I've kept everything inside for a couple weeks now... well, I guess Kevin got to hear everything (haha... sorry), and last night did it for me. We had our words... I left in tears... Kevin got to hear all about it. I'm glad I got everything out though... it's totally behind me. AND, I ended up staying at Western and that ALWAYS ROCKS!! This morning Dan had finals, so Erin... being the FUN girl that I am... headed off to Monmouth. YAY!! I decided that since I was in the area, I should go visit my boys, Johnnie and Wayne (who by the way, got caught with alcoholic beverages in their room tonight... nice going boys...), so we chilled and ate some pizza... definitely a good idea on my part... thanks. Tonight was WAY fun though too cause I FINALLY got to hang out with Jules for a long period of time!! There was the Fiesta with Kevin, the Dawson's Creek (Dawson and Joey are SO meant to be and it pisses me off how they make their lives into a big game!!), the Smoothie King, the tanning, and everything else inbetween... YAY for Erin and Julie!!

my curly haired friend...
AAAHHHH!! I thought this day would NEVER come!! haha. I'm glad I was the one you called tho... I now have you once again, all to myself and right now, I couldn't be happier... YAY!! I CAN"T WAIT TIL TOMORROW... WOO HOO!! This calls for our song...

"I wanna be your t-shirt when its wet
wanna be the shower when you sweat,
I gotta be the tattoo on your skin
lemme be your bed baby, when you climb in...
I wanna be the sheets when you sleep
lemme be the secrets that you keep,
I gotta be the spoon to stir your cream
I wanna be the one that really makes you scream...
I wanna be your lipstick, when you lick it,
I wanna be your high heels, when you kick it,
I wanna be your sweet love babe, when you make it...
from your feet up to your hair, more than anything I swear...
I wanna be... your underwear..."

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